我不是漂亮的女生

在看着 面子书 一个 很漂亮很漂亮 的女生 的照片

后面突然就传来这句话

“tuuuyooo.... 很美咯..看到人家酱美你会羡慕吗? ”

我沉默........

该怎么回答这样的问题呢?

是该去问我妈妈怎么不把我生漂亮点

还是去问爸爸要不要给我钱 整容

我不是 漂亮的女生

没有一出生就长得漂亮的脸孔

所以我没有办把自己的样子改变

我不是 时尚的女生

没有一柜子的新衣服新鞋子

所以衣服穿一穿就好像全都穿过了

我不是 有钱的女生

没有最新款的touch screen手机

所以不要告诉我哪个电话真的很好用

不是 我不要

而是

不知道要怎样

毕竟 我只是一个靠政府贷款 读书的

读书妹.

不久，又该滚回我的登嘉楼

读我的Litopeneaus vannamei

我知道我有多糟糕

不需要一直提醒我......

看见你

我看见 汗流侠背的你 依然不停工作 不曾偷懒

我看见 认真工作的你 没有完成工作 不曾停下

我看见 半夜你的背影 独自认真巡查 不曾抱怨

我看见 别人看见的你

也看见 别人看不见的你

我知道 我不会后悔

也知道 你一直很努力

the colors of love

It is about love and it is different perhaps

the colors of love

there are no diamond and no flowers

but they still love each other

he wipes her tears when she is crying

without saying anything

she take care of him when he is drunk

no matter how angry are her

he just being quite when she is scolding

and explain when she calm down

she holding his shirt when he is in the water

and he waves his hand to her

he is trying

to be a man

she is trying

to be a women

and they are trying

to understand each other

there are many challenges still waiting

and it is just a part of life

started to holding each other's hand

begin their story

等着 等着

有时候

就是很难

看着衣橱里的衣 转一圈 就完了

看着自己的手机 在抗议 该换了

不管多少次 还是忍不住 偷偷的转去她的主页

然后 叹息， 我怎么还在读书

她好像比较漂亮

好好像比较多衣服

她好像比较有钱

她好像比较好

等着 等着

多一年 我就毕业了

等着 等着

工作了 就会有钱了

等着 等着

我努力

在努力

一直努力

然后有一天

我要过自己 想要的生活

等着等着

BON BON BON

Oh ya, izit the title should be BON ODORI 2011

this is my first time to join from evening and wait until fireworks

and its DAMN CROWDED but ENJOY

but unluckily, i am too poor to afford a good make up and kimono

and i planing to buy at least one, because i study japanese.. wahaha what a poor excuse.

I like the cultural dancing and wish to join

But, my "partner" seem like not interested. hmm...

yet i try this. 捞金鱼 感觉好像圆游会哦~

希望有一天 可以到台湾的 圆游会 玩一玩

oh ya... cant wait for fun fair at queensbay

excited!!!! 摩天轮 摩天轮 摩天轮

and no more bearss for this funfair.. is too much for me

even drive to terengganu can bring all, but i dont think my single bed has enough place for them.

hehe

lastly, fireworks for 5 mins and i just took 2 photo..

haha.. i am damn concentrate.

and after bon odori mode turn off

hmm.. tomorrow is the day coming

am i prepared? ishh, i am still nervous..

wish me luck ya!

指甲油

心情 灰灰的 是不是写出来的字 也会变得 灰灰

连擦个指甲油 都气到把指甲 剪短

是怎样 是怎样

很好

最后 一次机会

洗掉 重来

ｒｅｃｅｎｔ ｂｌａｈ

update..

quite a long time din't blog.. and here i come

can't wash hair for 3 days.. arghhh..

and still.. dint have guts to dye my hair

i am mummy's "good" girl

Playing around with "QI QI" and i having new scar again

since intern, my skin never been perfect.

swimming= scar fishing at rocks= scar play with dog=scar

well, kayak= scream.. fun fair= bear bearSSS hahahaha.

u giving me a memorable and enjoy holiday ♥

intern report are waiting me while i am still here keep playing and enjoying.

haiyo, i cant imagine report's marks and grade for "Latihan industri"

~i am a lazy bug~

what i know is, next sem--> sunday only have 1 nite class and tuesday only 2 class

so, train my driving skill and start to save money from now on..

i am going to plan a big surprise for u ♥ ♥

yoohoo.. meet this big doggy "MI QI"

sis and bro.. stand by and get ready

i am going to bring him home next week

kakakakakaka...

Pinkie cover for our phone

and WHEN CAN I CHANGE MY PHONE?!!

taking photo while he is doing my cover.

我们会幸福的♥ ♥

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